Bonfire
Maybe I'm a little late at the whole dating thing. I felt like I was dead emotionally up to this point of my life. I mean I have always been that girl who would have crush on some guy, but, wouldn't tell them, because I'm just that shy. So, I would obsessed over that person to the extent that, my crush would eventually burn out....and there I would be on to the next person. I think I'm this way because I'm deathly afraid of rejection. You see I've never been rejected, I'm always the person that rejects/ breaks-up with the other person. Well that was until about a few weeks ago, when I went to this bonfire-like thing. I went there expecting it to be mostly campfire, so-mores , ghost stories and with a little bit of drinking. But, to my surprise I was going to a college-party type of bonfire; drinking and getting shit-faced was the agenda. I was was sipping on some whisky, while 95% of everybody else was downing beers, taking shots and acting like idiots. I sw